God Always Has a Plan

I woke up this morning with tears in my eyes at the realization that I never got the opportunity to place SDK's little brothers or sisters in his arms...that I never got the opportunity to buy him a cute little "I'm a Big Brother" shirt...that I will never hear the sound of my children playing together. And I was sad... Then I looked at my phone and I saw congratulations from friends for KinderJam's newest business owner in Africa and thought... "My God is Just. My God is Fair". Although I will not see my Beloved Angel Babies in this life, God has blessed me with the capacity, through my experiences in motherhood, to touch mothers and babies all over the world.

I may not always get the exact desires of my heart. But I know My God has a plan greater for me than I have for myself and I trust him completely because I serve a fair and just God who always has my best interest at heart.

He is the Rock, his works are perfect, and all his ways are just. A faithful God who does no wrong, upright and just is he. -Deuteronomy 32:4(NIV)